tellinâ you what he was lyinâ âbout?â That question didnât even make sense to me.
âThis is why itâs not sittinâ so well, Abe. Part of me thinks Iâm beinâ a fool for caring âbout this at all. I mean, of course he had a past. Everyone has a past. Why did I expect anythinâ different from him? But for some reason, I never thought of his life before we met, and since he never mentioned it, it was like it never existed. And that life led into the life we spent together. So, in a way, to me, he had no life before our marriage. Our marriage was his life. Now I find out about all this stuff and that he really did have a life that led into our life together, and so it changes our marriage in a way. Itâs sort of like our whole life together was a lie.â
She was sounding crazy, but I wasnât sure I should tell her that. âMaybe Pa just didnât think the stuff that happened to him âfore he met you was important. Maybe in a way he liked pretendinâ his life didnât really start until he met you.â
Her head jerked up and her eyes met mine. There were tears in hers, but they looked surprised.
âDid I say somethinâ wrong?â I asked, worried I was about to get in trouble.
She took me in her arms. âNo, Abe. You just said possibly the single most right thing youâve ever said.â
âI did?â I asked, my voice muffled by her shirt. I wasnât even sure what Iâd said. This conversation had stopped making total sense to me a while back.
When she let go, I asked, âWill you tell me what it says about Pa now?â
âWell, for one thing, the woman you met? Addison? She probably really is your aunt.â
I couldnât help but smile. Iâd met family. âReally? Is her last name Teal like mine?â
âYup. Least it was last time these records were updated. Unless she got married since. And you do have two grandparents livinâ in Georgia. I knew he had parents. He had mentioned them from time to time, but only in passing. He told me he didnât get along with them and sort of left it at that. From what little information I gathered from your pa, your grandpa ran the house like some sort of military sergeant. I never dreamed they was livinâ barely three hours away the whole time. The way your pa talked, it was like they was clear across the country or somethinâ.â
âI have another granddaddy!â I said.
âAnd a grandma,â my mother said.
âWow! This is really great! I canât wait to tell Dewey! Are we gonna meet âem?â
She looked at me sternly. âI dunno yet. That waits to be seen.â
âWaits for what?â
âFor me to decide.â
I looked down at the table. âOh.â
My mother flipped to the last page. I could tell there was something on that page she really didnât like.
âWhat else does it say?â I asked.
âNothinâ that concerns you.â
âPlease? He was my pa and I donât know nothinâ âbout him.â
She looked into my eyes for a second.
âPlease?â I asked again.
âFine, I guess.â I watched her swallow hard before she continued. When she did, her voice was much quieter than before and it sounded like she might be holding back tears. âSays here your pa was married once before. Can you believe it? You know how young he was when he married me? Heâd barely turned twenty. Well, he was even younger when he married her. He was only eighteen. They lasted two months.â
âThat makes you mad?â
âHe shoulda told me.â
âSo you could get mad at him?â
âSo I would know.â
âWhat would you have done?â
âGotten mad at him.â
âIâm bettinâ thatâs likely why he never told you,â I said. Why did this all seem so easy for me to understand and yet my mother
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