She was watching me with that coy look I had begun to recognize. Her face was a little fuller, as if only a few days of good food had begun to change her. Some of the poxy spots had faded. I said, âHow did you know?â
âYouâre not the only one who reads notes from other peopleâs pockets.â
I sat bolt upright, the pain forgotten.
âOh yes. I know all about how you spy on your master.â Her eyes were a scornful blaze. âWhat did Compton want? Has he got his claws in you?â
I had no intention of telling her anything. But I felt so sick I had to speak. âWe played cards. I ended up owing him money.â
âHow much?â
âMore than I can ever pay. A hundred guineas.â
Her eyes widened. We shared a terrified moment, & then I managed a shrug. âWell, I must find the money.â
âTell Forrest.â
âNo!â My voice was sharp. âNever.â
She rose with a rustle of the silk dress & went to the window & opened it. Cold air gusted in, with a whistle of birdsong. I hastily curled in the bedclothes.
After a moment she said, âHe ensnared you. Because he sees you & Forrest, how you are together. And he thinks, âThis one will get me what I want.â And what is that, Zac? What is it he wants?â
In the darkness of the blankets, I could not answer her. Instead I said, âCompton said I despised Forrest.â
She laughed. âSo you do, Zac Peacock  .  . .â
âStop calling me that!â
âWhy? Itâs true.â She came & pulled the blanket off my face, & I saw she was pale with anger. âTake a good look at yourself. A wastrelâlazy & vain & sure the world owes him his fortune! Yet you
dare
to look down on Jonathan Forrest, a man worth ten of you.â
âI do not. I respect Forrest .  . .â
âThen show it.â She swept to the door & turned there. âYou owe him everything just as I do. Why do you think he employs you? For your skill? You have none! Because your father pays him? Nothing is paid for you, Zac, not a farthing! Cook told me no one else in the city would take any apprentice for free, let alone pay him a wage. But Master Forrest takes in waifs & strays because he is a man of generosity & he knows what it is to be despised. A genius is never loved. Even when his desire is only to create beauty.â She gripped the door handle & took a breath. In a quieter voice she said, âWhatever it is Compton wants you to do, be careful. The fine lord is a gutter rat.â
âYouâd know.â
I had managed to sit on the side of the bed. The room was still queasy, but I saw how she looked at me then, her glance as quick & fierce as a vixenâs. We were both silent. For a moment I knew I could have spat back venom at her too, taunted her that she was Comptonâs creature, as much a traitor as I. I donât know why I said nothing.
She pushed back a wisp of hair. âGet up. Work begins today. We have to help him, Zac. The Circus is more than a building. It will be the perfection of his work.â
âWhat is his work to you? Who are you anyway? Is Sylvia even your real name?â
She and I eyed each other. Then she said, âIf I tell you, you will despise me.â
âNo.â
âI think so.â
âTry me.â
For a moment I thought she would. Then Mrs. Hall called & she cried, âComing!â She turned & without looking at me said, âMaybe tomorrow.â
When she had gone I was left alone in the cold sunshine with my raging head. And her rose scent. And my rankling self-disgust.
Bladud
I t is a strange thing to have been an outcast and now to be a king again. I looked at the land with new eyes. I saw its shapes and curves, that places in it were powerful and others were accursed.
As if the gods had left their footprints behind them.
I watched the people. They came from far away, beyond the
Ana E. Ross
Jackson Gregory
Rachel Cantor
Sue Reid
Libby Cudmore
Jane Lindskold
Rochak Bhatnagar
Shirley Marks
Madeline Moore
Chris Harrison