never made promises he didnât intend to keep. âHow do we know that?â âItâs common knowledge,â she said with a knowing look. Not to him. âIt?â âYouâre a serial dater, which by definition means anti-matrimony.â âSo thatâs the current rumor at the hospital?â She nodded. âIs it wrong?â Damn right. Partly. He dated because he hadnât been very good at settling down. âYeah, itâs wrong. Imagine that. A rumor making the rounds at Mercy Medical Center thatâs been twisted and sensationalized.â âWhich part?â Cindy asked. âIâm not anti-matrimony. In fact, I was married once.â He saw her glance at his left ring finger, which was bare. It always had been. After the formal ceremony when he and Felicia had taken their vows, he hadnât worn a wedding band. Heâd given his wife a host of excuses about it getting in the way when he was working. Gloving up. Sterile procedure. But sheâd seen through all the crap and realized the truth about him. âYou said was. â Cindy frowned. âPast tense. Youâre divorced?â âNo.â He saw the look of surprise and clarified. âMy wife died in a car accident.â Not long after sheâd left him because he didnât love her. Sheâd been right, but it wasnât about her. Love was something he couldnât make himself believe in. âOh, Nathanââ Cindyâs eyes widened with distress. âI didnât know.â âNot many people do.â âThatâs awful. Iâm so sorry.â âDonât be.â The fault was his and so was the guilt. âI canât help it. Thatâs what happens when you hear rumors and believe them without question. I should know better than to listen to that stuff. Thereâs so much talk and every time a story is told it getsââ The words stopped as she focused on something behind him. âWhatâs wrong?â âTwo of the NICU nurses just walked in,â she whispered. âSo?â âIsnât it ironic that we were just talking about gossip?â Her expression took on the same wariness the day heâd tried to help her out. Sheâd told him to back off or it could cost her job. âI have no idea what youâre talking about,â he said. âRumors will spread like the plague. You. Me. Here. Alone.â She put her elbow on the table, then settled a hand on her forehead, trying to shield her face. âWhereâs a really big menu when you need one?â she mumbled. âItâs no oneâs business but ours why weâre here.â âIn a perfect world that would be true. But, trust me on this, there will be talk.â Nathan looked up when the two hospital employees walked by. He recognized the nursesâBarbara Kelly and Lenore Fusano. The first was pretty, blonde and blue eyed. The other woman had dark eyes and hair. Also attractive. He nodded a greeting and they both smiled and saidhello, then kept moving without acknowledging Cindy in any way. âThis is just great,â she said. âAnd the timing couldnât be worse. I told my supervisor that everything was under control.â âWhat does this have to do with your boss?â She met his gaze. âI met with her because there was a complaint about me. Anonymous. On the hospitalâs hotline.â Nathan glanced at the two nurses and saw them look quickly away. âWhat was the complaint?â âSupposedly about my work.â He remembered what sheâd said about her life getting more difficult when word got out that he was âslummingâ with one of the housekeepers. Then sheâd told him to leave her alone because it could cost her job. That remark was one of the reasons heâd felt compelled to talk to her. To reassure her that she had nothing to worry