womenâs mothers marched the streets demanding equality, and got labelled men-hating dykes.â Iâd have to ask my mother if sheâd ever been mistaken for a lesbian. I tried picturing her protesting in her Louis Vuitton suit, her thin, elegant legs, and her perfect ankles. Hmmm, difficult. Then I tried to imagine my father, in one of his beautiful suits, cheering her on. No. Despite his liberal political views, I just couldnât picture it. I kept on.
âThese women did so much. Gave us âwomen can do anythingâ. And now we wear whatever we want, study what we want, pursue careers, travel the world and go out with whoever. Do all of that. But we canât dress up like sluts, enjoy it and garner any respect for it.â
Jill started shaking into her sandwich.
âWhat?â I frowned at her. I wasnât joking.
âShame!â That was Jillâs favourite saying, said swiftly, almost swallowed. She put her sandwich down. âLook at you, most often dressed in a miniskirt and tarty heels, cleavage fit for a high diver to land in, bleached blonde hair, Angelina pout. Youâre gorgeous and youâre respected, with a great job. Youâre the envy of most of the women who work here and fuelling fantasies for most men. Whatâs the problem? Whereâs this all coming from?â
I sighed. âOh I donât know. Maybe a dormant feminist gene is finally coming to life and telling the other genes committed to being a siren that they arenât self-respecting enough.â
Jill shook her head again. âPoor sexy Claud, my heart bleeds for you, it really does.â She paused and then her voice became serious. âIs there something really concerning you, Claud?â she asked, her brown eyes trained on me like two searchlights.
I struggled to meet her gaze. Could I tell her? Maybe I could. I opened my mouth to speak but a bulging crotch caught my eye. It was hovering just above the table, looking like it was going to plop down onto it. It could only belong to one person. I looked up â it was Tightpants himself.
He stood there grinning, with a big tray of food. âCan I join you ladies?â he asked.
âAh . . .â said Jill, looking at me for an answer.
âOf course you can,â I said quickly and motioned for him to sit down. Jill didnât need to hear about my problems anyway. She had a hard enough job keeping her fourteen-year-old from falling pregnant.
âThanks.â John sat down opposite me, his cologne wafting gently over the table. I looked at his tray of food rather than look at his face. Bouillabaisse and the cheesecake, exactly what Iâd almost finished eating.
âSo what have the ladies been talking about?â he said.
âOh this and that, nothing really,â I said quickly.
âNothing important?â Jill raised her eyebrows again at me and then turned to John â the last person I wanted to discuss this with.
âItâs not important that women get to dress and be who they want to be without apologising for it?â she said.
âSounds serious.â John grinned.
âIt is serious,â I found myself saying.
âDo you mean women should be able to wear their trackies into work?â John asked.
âNo, the opposite. That women should be able to dress like saucy tarts and not be thought any less of,â said Jill.
John said nothing for a moment and then said quietly, âDo women really get that much grief when they look hot? Or are they just appreciated more?â
I didnât say a thing.
âAccording to Claudia, possibly not,â Jill said for me.
I shot her a warning look, which she pretended not to see.
John feigned shock. âClaudia? Since when did you worry about such trivial things as what people might think of you? Youâre a confident and intelligent woman who knows who she is. There isnât anything more attractive than
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