much rather fuck her.â
When Megan kicked his shin and broke free, it took Cody only seconds to reach for her, but by then Ivan had grabbed her by the throat. âYouâre not going anywhere, Maggie.â
Cody whipped out his gun and aimed. âLet her go, Ivan.â
Ivanâs cold, hard laugh made the hair rise in her nape. âAhh, Cody, always wanting to boss me around âcause youâre a minute older. Youâre not boss here, I am. I have the girl now.â
âShe walks, Ivan. She walks now and weâll settle this.â
âOh yes? But you see ⦠maybe she doesnât want to walkââ he licked his tongue into her ear and her stomach roiled in disgust. âDo you know why I killed them, Maggie? Because of you. Did you know what your boyfriend did, Meg? Huh? Did you know what he did? He said he was taking you from me. My parents thought I was not good enough for you. Because I was not my brother.â He shot a look of venom at Cody. âBut for a moment I was able to make you believe I was him, didnât I? Last night?â he cooed into her ear. âWhen I touched you, you believed I was that guy, the perfect guy.â
Bile rose up to her throat at the memory, and she wanted to scrape her mouth clean of him once more.
What a fool sheâd been.
So desperate to be touched, loved, by Cody, that she had not seen the difference of the touch, of his taste, until sheâd seen himâthe man she lovedâwith a gun pointed to his head.
They were nothing alike.
Ivan had tried to look like him, but his essence, his goodness, his decency, had a scent, a feel, a vibe. Oh God, she wanted that strength around her, that scent, that man.
Ivan curved his hand around her nape and wound his fingers into the blond curls of her hair. âYou think I havenât thought of this, too, Maggie Meg?â He massaged her scalp. âThat I didnât fantasize about this even when I was just a boy?â
âLET. HER. GO.â Codyâs trigger finger was trembling, and Meg wondered if she ducked ⦠would he shoot?
Cody was so damned decent inside, she wondered if heâd kill his own brother. Despite the fact that he was a murderer, Cody had not killed him before.
Ivan yanked her head back so hard the pain burned across her scalp, tearing a gasp and a whimper out of her. âToss me the gun. And the other gun. And the knife.â
âYou wonât kill her, Ivan,â Cody hissed in a low, threatening voice, âbut I have no qualms about killing you.â
âIâll scar her for life! Iâll make her suffer, you son of a bitch!â
âWe have the same mother, you moron.â
âDrop your weapons and she goes!â
The silence was deafening in the nature. And then, one by one, Cody tossed everything to the ground, and Meganâs hopes of coming out of this alive plummeted.
âOkay.â Ivan pushed her aside with a smile. âForty steps, Maggie Meg. Make them quick before I change my mind and shoot.â
Megan began walking, uncertain as she sought out a pair of blue, blue eyes that seemed to urge her to do as Ivan said. As she passed him, the man she loved, Cody ground out under his breath, âKeep going.â
But it was difficult to take another step. âI donât want to leave you,â she said anxiously, fearing Ivan would do another stupid thing, another crazy thing.
âKeep going, Banks.â
She still couldnât. âI donât want to!â
âGo, goddammit!â Cody exploded, framing her face between his hands. âMy life is over if anything happens to you.â He kissed her hard and long, pushing his tongue into her mouth in a long, hot wet thrust that sent her senses spinning. âI love you. Now go.â
I love you.
Now go.
Megan didnât know why she obeyed, why she headed out off the clearing, dazed with those parting words, taking those
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