her say. âI like people to be straightforward.â
Cursing myself for being so stupid as to take this job, and the couple because they couldnât stand in one place, I slipped from behind the wagon to see where they were going. Sure enough they were walking slowly across the field towards the elephant-tent, and I had to get quickly around the edge of it in order to get there before them so that they would not see me.
I paused for a moment behind one of the wagons which they would have to pass in order to hear, if possible, whatthey were saying. They were walking arm-in-arm and I could tell by the way their heads moved that they were speaking.
âWhat do you do in the circus?â I heard the girl ask.
Clemâs reply was indistinct, but the girl took him up and repeated it. âOn the trapeze?â she said. âThatâs funny, I donât recognize you.â
âWe look different without the make-up on,â Clem mumbled.
âYes, I suppose you do. Anyway, you were moving so fast I couldnât get a good look at your face. I think your turn is marvelous. I wish you wouldnât have all those clowns, though. Some of them are clever, I suppose, but they make me yawn.â
âOh, I donât know,â said Clem defensively. âIt wouldnât be much of a circus without the clowns. Why, theyâre the oldest part of it. Anyway, theyâre for the children, and I expect you laughed at them yourself, really.â
âNo, I didnât. They just made me tired.â
There was a slight pause. Clem was obviously finding this subject a little tiresome and was searching for something less controversial. âWhatâs your name?â he asked at last.
âAlice.â
âMineâs Clem. My real name, of course. We all use other names in the ring; it sounds better.â
The couple walked past me and on towards the elephant-tent, and this time I waited until they had disappeared inside before I moved. The last thing I wanted to happen was Clem or some of the other circus people to see what I was doing. Beef no doubt had a reason for this absurdly uncomfortable âjobâ he had given me. But, nevertheless, I found it in the worst of taste. I watched Clem hold the flap of the tent open for the girl, and then it dropped behind both of them, and I emerged from behind the wagon and walked as softly as I could across to it. I went round to the back, where I was outof the light from the tober, and here it was pitch black and impossible to see anything. So much so that I stumbled and fell over one of the tent-pegs.
âWhat was that noise?â Aliceâs voice asked urgently from inside the tent.
Clem was calm and reassuring. âOne of the elephants, I expect. Nobody will come around here, you neednât worry. Why, youâre trembling.â
The girl gave a short, nervous laugh. âThatâs not because Iâm frightened,â she said.
âWhy is it, then?â
She gave no answer, and for quite a while neither of them said anything. When they began talking again it was in so quiet a voice that I was unable to catch more than a word here and there. What, I wondered, did Beef expect me to do now? Was I supposed to worm my way into the tent itself and
see
what was happening? I could not imagine Beef being so cruel or unthinking as that. I sat, shivering slightly, in the cold grass, cursing everything and the Sergeant in particular.
âOh, but itâs warm here,â said the girlâs voice suddenly. âI could stay here all night.â
âYouâd have to sleep with the elephant-man then,â said Clem.
She laughed lightly. âI shall have to go in a minute, anyway,â she said. âWhatever will Mother think of me?â
âNo. Not yet,â said Clem, and for a little while again there was silence. âYou look all misty, like a cloud,â said Clemâs voice after a while. âYour face
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