the rest of the way home.
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We have a family meeting after Dad gets home. Even he doesnât get to eat until weâre done, and that makes him grumpy because we have our meeting at the kitchen table and he wrinkles his nose, sniffing for dinner.
Mom is very democratic. She even lets Beth speak her mind, and Beth says, âWhy do I have to be involved in this stupid meeting?â
âBecause weâre a family,â Mom says. âIsnât that right, Dad?â
Dad nods and starts picking at a callus on his thumb.
âWell, I officially think itâs stupid,â says Beth. âCam should be able to do what he wants.â
âOkay,â says Mom. âMaybe I should state the problem first.â She folds her hands and rests them on top of the table. Her fingers look like a pile of bleached-out little wieners. âI think that we have a serious situation in the family, and Iâd like to address it. Even though we all know what the situation is, Iâll spell it out. One of us, Cameron, has a dangerous condition that he is making worse by not doing the responsible thing. In laymanâs terms, he needs to take medication, and heâs probably not doing it. This makes his condition worse. Today, Cameron chose to run away from school and was nowhere to be found, and I personally think itâs a result of his not taking the medication and ignoring his serious condition.â
âI didnât run away from school,â I said.
âWell, then, whatââ
âI was checking to see if a friend was okay.â
âWhat friend?â Mom asks.
âThatâs none of your business.â
âCam,â Dad warns.
Careful now. Play it smart.
I can tell Mom wants to say something really mean, such as spilling the secret of when she caught me talking to The Girl in the rain, but she bites her lip. âCameron, are we talking about that imaginary girlfriend of yours?â
Is this respect?
I shake my head. âIâm not saying anything more.â
âBecause if we are, then weâre not going to get anywhere.â
âIt looks like this is all about Cam,â Beth says. âCan I be excused?â
âKeep quiet,â Dad says, and he gives Beth his military look. He then turns to me. âCam, from now on I want you to treat your mom with respect. And that goes for you, too, Beth. Iâve had enough of this sarcastic crap from the two of you.â
âItâs Momâs fault,â Beth tries, but Dad holds up a hand.
âIf you can give your friends respect, then you can give it to your own mother as well.â
Itâs quiet for a few seconds, but I can hear Bethâs brain working. I canât stand this sort of quiet, so I say, âIt was someone else.â
âYou canât just take off from school,â Dad says.
Yes, you can. You did.
âAnd are you taking your meds or not?â he asks.
âI am,â I say softly. But even I can hear the little question mark at the end, and I can see that Mom doesnât believe me. She folds her arms at her chest. I hold my hands out in front of me. Itâs risky, but right now theyâre perfectly calm. âDo these look like the hands of a crazy person?â
âPlease donât use that word,â she says.
My father stares at my hands, but it doesnât seem to matter to him. âTaking off like that just makes everybody worry about you,â he says.
You donât need to be worried about me. Everythingâs just fine.
âI donât need to be worried about,â I say.
âAs long as you live here with us, we reserve the right to worry about you,â Dad says.
Beth mumbles something that I canât understand, but Dad has had enough. He stands up, towering over the rest of us. âI didnât want to have to go this far with it, but youâve forced my hand.â
He looks sternly at me. âStarting
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