truth this time.
âThen it was Dean,â she said, slumping down in a chair and staring at the tabletop. âOh, God . . . he went and did it . . .He went crazy again and did it . . .â She looked over at me. âWhen he left, did he have any luggage with him, a suitcase or whatever?â
âNo, just the clothes he was wearing, unless he had something in his pockets I couldnât see.â
âThatâd be right,â she says, kind of talking to herself. âHe took the money and . . . then he came back to deliver the package. Oh, Jesus, Dean, whyâd you have to go and fuck everything up?â
She was mad at him. I stayed quiet, not knowing whichway to jump. Lorraineâs face had gone all pale and her mouth hung open a little, but it wasnât unattractive like Deanâs had been.
âDo you still want breakfast?â
âNo, I do not want breakfast! Just shut up and let me think!â
âOkay.â
I respected her wishes even if my guts were growling by then, just sat quiet on the other side of the table looking at the wall or sometimes the ceiling. Lorraine, sheâs away somewhere else, thinking hard about all this. Finally she looks me in the eye and says, âYouâre going to have to help me, Odell.â
âOkay.â
âThereâs no way I can keep you out of this. Youâve been seen driving his truck around town and mowing his lawns, so you canât just disappear. Believe me, thatâs what Iâd prefer, just have you vanish, but that canât happen now. God almighty, Dean went and did it, went crazy all the way and killed her. She never shouldâve let him stay here, the way he was . . .â
Lorraine started in on what a crazy guy Dean was, all fucked up from an early age with no friends that stuck with him in school and a bad record with employment, which is why Aunt Bree set him up with his own small business that prospered okay but behind the smiling lawnmower man thereâs someone else, a crazy person waiting to get out. He was into drugs, she said, all kinds, which didnât help one bit with the crazy part, and him and Bree argued a lot because he wouldnât turn to Jesus to save himself. Bree was very big on the Lord, all the time watching those late night TV shows, which I already figured out because of Chet and PreacherBob getting called in to settle the situation, only I couldnât say that to Lorraine, of course. And on top of everything else she says Dean had a problem about âunresolved sexualityâ which means he was kind of gay the way she explained it, only he didnât want to admit it even to himself.
âDid he make any moves on you?â she asked.
âNo . . . except that first night when he woke me up saying he thought he heard someone prowling around, but there was nobody.â
âThen what happened?â
âWell . . . nothing, he went back to bed, only it was strange the way he woke me up, whispering in my ear. It gave me a fright if you want the honest truth. Thatâs no way to wake someone up unless you want them to get a big surprise, which I did.â
âIt figures,â she said. âYouâre exactly the kind of guy he was always falling for, big and tall, the exact opposite of Dean. Listen, donât tell anyone about that part, okay? Itâs got nothing to do with what happened here.â
âOkay.â
âPretty soon Iâm going to call the Chief of Police. Heâs a personal friend of mine so heâll go easy, but Iâm telling you, Odell, youâre going to come under suspicion because of the circumstances, you understand that, donât you?â
âWell, yeah . . .â
âSo that means youâre going to have to trim the truth a little, are you following me?â
âSure. How do you mean?â
âI mean, as well as leaving out the part about Dean waking you up by whispering in your ear,
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