speak. I could hear Stroma ferreting around in the coats and then she was in the hallway shouting, âAnd me! And me!â
Dad was coming out of the room behind me. He said, âRowan, you donât have toââ And then he stopped dead in his tracks and stared at Harper. âWhoâs this?â he said, and he sounded scared or angry or both, I couldnât tell.
I looked at Harper and for a second I saw what Dad could seeâthis tall, skinny, scruffy guy with a shaved head and a broken smile. I saw Trouble.
Trouble held out his hand, smiled his best smile, and said, âHello, Mr. Clark. Iâm Harper Greene.â
Dad wasnât sure what to do. He shifted a little on his feet and cleared his throat. He didnât smile when they shook hands. Stroma and I looked at each other.
âAre you taking us to Sainsburyâs?â Stroma asked, flaunting her bandage to be sure Harper saw it, stroking it like a little mouse.
He wavered for less than an instant. âYes, yes I am.â
Dad said, âAre you the one with the van?â
âAmbulance,â Harper said. The smile was still glued on his face.
Dad looked at me and back at Harper. He told Stroma she wasnât going, and she turned away from him and made a face, but there wasnât a lot she could do about it. He said, âWeâre going out now anyway, Stroma. Thatâs why Iâm here, remember?â
Then he said to Mum, âIs this friend of hers OK, then? Have you met him?â
I counted to ten and I could picture Mum looking at Dad like she barely knew who he was, never mind what he was talking about. God, I thought. Anything could happen.
âIâm just helping Mum out,â I called from the hallway. âSheâs worn out. She does everything around here.â
Mum came out of the room and she looked pretty normal with her hair brushed and clean clothes on and everything. Dad was behind her. âYouâre a good girl, Rowan,â she said. And then to my dad, âItâs fine.â
âCome straight back,â he said. âPhone me when you do.â
I could have kissed Mum. Except that would have given the game away because she wouldnât have taken it well.
Harper and I walked to the van. We drove past Stroma and Dad holding hands, on their way to the playground. Harper wound down the window and asked Stroma if she got in a fight with a shark.
âNo,â she said. âA smoothie.â
He watched them disappear in his rearview mirror and laughed.
âCan you believe my mum?â I said. âShe hasnât said anything nice to me for months. She hasnât actually said much at all.â
âLike you sayââHarper smiled at meââsheâs in there somewhere.â
âYep. So nice to get a glimpse.â
I said he really didnât have to take me shopping and he told me not to say another word and how long would it take, anyway? When we stopped in the underground parking lot, I handed him my postcard.
âWhatâs this?â he said, turning it over, scanning Jackâs handwriting, reading his name. He looked at me and then again at the picture.
âBeeâs got one,â I said quietly. âI saw it. Exactly the same.â
âFrom Jack?â Harper said, and I said I didnât know, I hadnât seen the back of it, but what were the odds?
âHave you spoken to her?â He turned around in his chair to face me. I shook my head. âYou have to ask.â
âShe canât have known him. That would be too weird. Sheâd have said something. Sheâd have told me.â
âYouâd think,â he said, reading the postcard, putting it back in my bag.
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Sainsburyâs was too orange and shiny and loud and full. I felt like we were playing at being grown-ups. I felt uncomfortable. Harper kept trying to put things in the cart for Stromaâgingerbread people and
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