keep Harry waiting at the altar.â
âYou are happy about this?â Lady Thornton laid a gloved hand on her arm.
âWhy should I want to change my mind?â Roz lifted her head. âYou can visit your friends or us whenever you wish, Mama. If youâre lonely you could take on a companion.â
âI suppose so.â Lady Thornton smiled but Roz saw regret in her eyes.
Picking up the spray of white lilies and roses that Harry had sent for her, Roz gathered her long skirt for the slow walk down the stairs. In the hall several servants, relatives and friends had gathered. Her uncle, Matthew Rooke, looked up at her and smiled. He was her motherâs elder brother: white-haired, gentle and a bachelor, he lived alone in a house filled with dogs and clocks, which he loved in equal measure.
âBeautiful,â he murmured as she reached him. âI never expected this honour, mâdear. Philip should have given you away, but Iâm glad you chose me.â
âHarry didnât want to wait â and I would rather it was you.â Roz took his arm. âYour gifts are much appreciated by us both.â
âI wanted you to have something nice for yourself as well as the silver candelabra.â He nodded as she showed him that she was wearing the pearl and diamond bracelet he had given her. âYou wonât be forgotten when Iâve gone, mâdear.â
âI would rather have you than anything you might leave me. Youâve always been a second father to me â and someone I can trust.â
Her uncle patted her hand. âIâve told your mother she can come and stay with me if sheâs lonely, but I doubt she will.â
âThat was kind of you, uncle.â
âWell, I felt I ought to ask, but truth to tell Iâm used to my own ways and I dare say Amelia is the same.â
Roz laughed softly. They went out to the waiting carriage. The sun was shining but there was a definite bite to the air. Roz shivered and her uncle glanced at her in concern.
âAre you cold, girl? Do you want to send for a shawl before we leave?â
âI shall be fine. The breeze is a little cool but once weâre in the carriage it will be warmer.â
âMight be cold in church,â her uncle warned but she took the groomâs hand and climbed into the carriage. Matthew followed and gave the order to move off.
Roz waved to the servants who had waited outside to see her off. Many of them had come down from the hall for the occasion and her mother had given orders that a celebration should be held for the servants at the hall. Yet her mind seemed to be wandering, skittering here and there like spring lambs. She couldnât stop thinking about Ellen Blakeâs kitchen â how warm and comfortable it had been, and Tom Blake holding her when she felt faint. He was one of the most attractive men sheâd ever met â apart from Paul Richmond. A shudder went through her and she hastily blocked out the memory of that night.
âI told you it was cold.â
âIâm not cold, uncle. Just a little nervous.â
âRushden is a decent fellow. Heâll be good to you. If he isnât you let me know and Iâll sort him for you.â
âHarry loves me.â
Would he know that he wasnât the first with her? Roz had tried not to think about it but the guilt had stayed at the back of her mind all this time. She ought to have been honest with Harry, even if he had claimed whatever she told him wouldnât matter.
The carriage was drawing to a halt. When it stopped, her uncle got out and then offered his hand. She climbed down, shaking her skirts out and glancing about her. Several people were outside the church and she heard cries of good wishes. A man was standing slightly apart from the others. She wanted to wave and smile at Tom Blake but somehow she couldnât manage it. He inclined his head to her, then turned and
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