sleep around here, gorgeous, itâs not you. The problem, Linds, is Guy. Well, itâs not really Guy as such, itâs Stella. You remember the set-up at Watergaw?â
Lindsay remembered. Helen and Guy had set up their independent film-making company three years earlier. Before that, Helen had worked in theater administration, then run her own casting agency, working for TV and film companies initially in Britain and later across Europe. Guy had been a TV director and producer first of current affairs and later of high-profile documentaries. Together theyâd decided to create Watergaw Films to take advantage of new EU funding geared towards community groups who wanted to develop TV and film projects, both dramatic and documentary. âHow could I
forget?â she said. âStraight partnership, down the middle, you and Guy. Best buddies, known each other since school, both gay, both refugees from New Labour, both filled with the burning desire to make meaningful TV.â
âThatâs what I thought too,â Helen said bitterly. She ran a hand through her mop of flaming red hair. âTurns out I was well wrong. On pretty much every count. I could just about live with the way heâs turned into the worst kind of exploitative capitalist, because I could always weigh in and get the balance straight again. But now heâs got that bitch Stella on board . . . I just donât know how much more of his shit I can take.â
It had to be serious for Helen to be badmouthing another woman like that, Lindsay realized with a jolt. Normally first to the barricades when sisterhood came under threat, it took a lot for Helen even to admit a woman was in the wrong when there was an available male to be blamed. âWhoâs Stella?â Lindsay asked as Kirsten moved behind Helen and started to massage the back of her neck and shoulders.
âOh, thatâs wonderful,â Helen purred, rolling her head back. âThe bitch goddess from hell joined us about a year ago. We needed someone else on board with directorial experience, and she came highly recommended. Plus she had a bit of capital which we needed right then, so she bought in at twenty percent of the company. What was supposed to happen was that she would do the bread and butter stuff for Guy and work with me on projects where I was producer. What wasnât supposed to happen was Guy rediscovering his lost heterosexuality and climbing into bed with the scheming little minx,â Helen said. Not even Kirstenâs massage was enough to subdue the anger in her voice.
âOh.â
âYeah, âoh.ââ Helen reached behind her and gently disengaged Kirstenâs hands. âThanks for the thought, K, but youâre wasting your energy. That pair have got me so wound up . . .â
âWell, donât talk about them, then,â she said reasonably.
âAs well as tell a river to stop flowing downhill,â Lindsay muttered.
âExactly. And as if itâs not enough that heâs sleeping with her, heâs taking professional decisions with her. To all intents and purposes,
sheâs in control. Whatever she wants, Guy backs her. Whenever thereâs a difference of opinion, whether itâs about company strategy or something as minor as how a sequence should be filmed, Guy sides with her every time, and Iâm the one left out in the cold. I feel like Iâm being frozen out of my own company, and itâs really pissing me off. Things get decided when Iâm not even thereâlike as not between the sheets. But itâs more than just being sidelined that bugs me. Theyâre changing the culture of the company, and Iâm spending all my time and energy running to try and stand still instead of moving us forward. Itâs not what I came into this business to do, but I just donât know how the hell to beat this bitch at her own game.â Helen drained her glass and emptied
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