make that happen in a movie. Not always the case in real life.â
âYour attitude is lacking,â Becky said with a kick of her bright green fuzzy ankle boots. The boots matched her green-and-blue-striped flannel pajamas. âYou have to believe in love, Jennifer.â
Jennifer pulled her plush blue turtle-embossed robe close then stared at her friend. âI try. In fact, I kind of had a lightbulb moment tonight before you got here. I think Iâve been staying away from church and my faith becauseâ¦Iâm angry at my dad for dying. Is that too weird?â
Beckyâs green eyes brightened. âNot so weird. Itâs easy to blame God when we lose a loved one. But youdo need to forgive your daddy. The man didnât plan to die, you know.â
âBut he did plan that trip even though he knew it could be very dangerous. My mother even begged him not to go. She still loved him.â
âThat was his life, Jen. He loved his work.â
Jennifer started picking up their dishes. âAnd thatâs the point. He loved his work more than anything else. Even me.â
Becky followed her into the kitchen. âHe loved you. You know that. He took you with him on some of his trips.â
Jennifer stood at the window, staring out into the shadows of the night. âHe did teach me everything about animals and yes, I love my work here as much as he loved his. Butâ¦I donât know if Iâd put work ahead of family.â
Becky came to stand beside her. âBut arenât you doing that very thing? You rarely leave this place. And now you have a handsome Ranger willing to help you stay safe, but from what youâve told me, you havenât so much as batted an eye at the man.â
Jennifer hadnât told her friend about the kiss. That was too new and unexpected and confusing to share, even with her best friend. âI just met Anderson a few days ago. Thatâs probably why he hasnât proposed yet,â she said with dripping sarcasm and a tart smile.
âI donât need him to propose. I just need you to have some fun,â Becky retorted. âLast time you came to see me in San Antonio, I had to practically arm wrestle you to get there. You donât return calls. You stopped going to church. Youâre shutting everyone out. Maybe itâs thegrief, or maybe you just donât want any of us around anymore.â
Hurt and humiliated by her friendâs blunt words, Jennifer took a deep breath. âIâm sorry but Iâve been trying to get everything back in order hereâand now this vandalism thing is in the way. Once I get this place renovated and have some breathing room, Iâll get back into the swing of things.â
âAnd what if that never happens?â Becky asked, a hand on Jenniferâs arm. âWhat if you canât make it work?â
âI will, somehow. Donât tell me youâve given up on me, too, Becky.â
Becky put a hand around her shoulder. âI havenât given up on you, no, maâam. But I do worry that youâre in over your head here. What if you run out of money? What then?â
âIâm on a strict budget. I hope to bring in money when things get back on track. I have to.â
âYour father wouldnât want you to work yourself to death on this place. You could easily go to work at the zoo in Austin. Didnât they offer you a job?â
Tempering her anger, Jennifer pulled away. âI donât want to work at the Austin Zoo, Bec. I want to work here. And Iâm sorry you think Iâve been neglecting you.â
âItâs not me Iâm worried about,â Becky replied. âItâs you. I mean, the only reason I was able to see you tonight is because you needed someone here with you while that security man looks around.â
Jennifer whirled to stare at her friend. âYou think Iâm using you?â
âOf course not. I was
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