it was laced with a hint of anger, or at least outrage.
âIâve killed hundreds of people because itâs what I need to do to survive; itâs what I am. But you have to understand something else: Iâve seen millions die, and I will see millions more. In that regard, death is all I know.â She looked ready to respond, but he cut her off as he said, âEven you. Here we are today: in appearance weâre the same age, but youâll grow up and grow old and die, as everyone you know will die, including your children, grandchildren, and their grandchildren, and through all those lifetimes I will remain as you see me now. You understand? Death is the backdrop against which I act out my life.â
She didnât respond at first, but looked around the chamber again and said, âDid you do all of this or was it already here?â
âIt was prepared for me.â
âBy â¦?â
âI wish I knew. Iâve always presumed it was the one who bit me, but I donât know, and have never met that person.â Heâd never met him, that was true, but he felt uncomfortable not telling her the whole truth of what he suspected was happening now. He could see Eloiseâs next question forming and jumped in first, adding, âAnd no, I donât remember being bitten.â
âBut that suggests you werenât just bitten by accident, doesnât it? Surely it suggests you were bitten for a reason.â
âIt does, but for the better part of a thousand years there hasnât been any indication of what that reason might be, until now.â
Jumping ahead, she said, âYou think itâs something to do with me, donât you?â She seemed excited and didnât wait for an answer. She leapt from the daybed and knelt in front of him, holding on to his arm. âWill, make me a vampireâmake me like you.â
He was shocked, hardly believing heâd heard her correctly. He stared deep into her eyes and he could see that she wanted this, but that she hadnât even begun to understand what âthisâ was. Her own life seemed bleak to her right now, bleaker than heâd imagined, but this would be no solution, even if it were something he had within his power.
He put his hand on hers and said, âI tried once before, when I was much younger.â Her eyes looked full of hope, and he was transfixed by them, a blue he could easily imagine himself staring into for another thousand years, even as he knew it wasnât to be. âIt didnât work. She died, but if Iâd understood the curse I would have been inflicting, I wouldnât have done it anyway.â
Eloise looked deflated, and he could tell that part of her didnât believe him, a part of her that thought he was simply testing her determination. âYou donât understand, it wouldnât be a curse, and weâd have each other as company, and I wouldnât be losing anything.â
By her own admission, sheâd led a privileged existence, albeit one devoid of love, so he could only assume she was being reckless, that she didnât even understand what she was asking of him. Kateâs had been a reasonable gamble, but he couldnât believe Eloiseâs life was empty enough to make his existence seem attractive to her.
âEloise, you wonât be sixteen forever. Even if I could, I wouldnât deny you that.â He saw that she was ready to argue again, so he added quickly, âBesides, if Iâm right, I think I need you, and I need you alive.â
It seemed to do the trick and she was sidetracked enough to ask, âIs this because of Jexâs notebook?â
âYes, it is.â
She nodded in resignation, and looked on the verge of speaking again, but she was stopped short by a dull clanging noise, the sound of metal hitting stone. They both looked at the stone blocking the entrance to his chambers because the noise had
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