Blackwood Farm by Anne Rice Page A

that made me think of a crowded silver belfry against the blue sky gone quite wild.
    As I climbed to my feet, she said:
    â€œYou go on now. I officially release you from attendance. Be off.”
    I went to kiss her again, and her hand on my neck felt so delicate. A ripping sense of mortality weakened me. The words she’d spoken about her age echoed in my ears. And I was aware of a hot mixture of emotions—that she had always made me feel safe, but now I didn’t feel that she herself was safe, and so my sadness was strong.
    Lestat made her a little bow, and we left the room.
    Jasmine was waiting in the hallway, a warm patient shadow, and she asked where in the house I might be. Her sister, Lolly, and their grandmother Big Ramona, were in the kitchen, ready to prepare anything we might want.
    I told her we didn’t need anything just now. Not to worry. And that I was going up to my rooms.
    She confirmed for me that Aunt Queen’s nurse would come later, a ray of sunshine with a blood-pressure cup by the name of Cindy, with whom Aunt Queen would probably watch the movie of the night, which had already been announced as
Gladiator,
directed by Ridley Scott. Jasmine, Lolly and Big Ramona would of course watch the movie as well.
    If Aunt Queen had her way, and there was no reason to think she couldn’t, there might be another couple of nurses in the room for the movie too. It was her habit to make fast friends of her nurses, to inspect photographs of their children, and receive birthday cards from them, and to gather as many such young attendants around her as she could.
    Naturally, she had her own friends, scattered about through the woods and up and down the country roads, in town and out of it, but they were as old as she was and could hardly come out to spend the night with her in her room. Those ladies and gentlemen she met at the country club for luncheon. The night belonged to her and her court.
    That I had been a constant courtier before the Dark Blood was a fact. But since that time I’d come and gone irregularly, a monster among innocents, beleaguered and angered by the scent of blood.
    And so Lestat and I left her, and the night—though I had almost murdered Stirling, and had fed without conscience on an anonymous woman, and had attended Aunt Queen in her storytelling—was actually quite young.
    Lestat and I approached the staircase and he made a sign for me to lead the way.
    For a moment I thought I heard the rustle of Goblin. I thought I felt his indefinable presence. I stood stock-still, wishing with all my heart for him to get away from me, as far away from me as if he were Satan.
    Were the curtains of the parlor moving? I thought I heard the faint music of the baubles of the chandeliers. What a concert they could make if they all shivered together. And he had done such tricks, perhaps without deliberation, because he who had once been so silent now came and went with a bit of clumsiness, perhaps more than he could ever know.
    Whatever the case, he was not near me now.
    No spirits, no ghosts. Only the clean cooled air of the house as it came through the vents with the soft sound of a low breeze.
    â€œHe’s not with us,” said Lestat quietly.
    â€œYou know that for certain?” I asked.
    â€œNo, but you do,” he replied.
    He was right.
    I led the way up the curving staircase. I felt sharply that for better or worse, I would now have Lestat to myself.

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    THE UPPER HALL HAD three doors on the right wall, and, due to the staircase rising against the left wall, only two on that side. The first door on the left led into my apartment, which was two rooms deep, and the last door on the left led to the bedroom on the rear of the house.
    Lestat asked if he might see any rooms, and I told him that he could see most of them. Two of the three bedrooms on the right were uninhabited right now—one belonging to my little Uncle Tommy, who was away at boarding school in