Troyâs method of passing the blame, of making others feel guilty, made Bill recover the intensity of his anger.
âItâs you who has cooked up something,â said Bill. âAnd itâs poisonous. If it arrives tomorrow, you will be back in jail for a long, long time and youâll never see me and Mum again. Thatâs a promise I will keep.â
Troy looked astonished. Still, he pressed to check Billâs information. âAnd how have you come up with this information, Sherlock?â
âI overheard you talking to Maggot,â said Bill. âIt didnât take much more investigating. Crime is a stupid business. And so are lies.â
The mention of Maggotâs name made Troy go pale. âSo you heard me talking to a friend and you have jumped to conclusions. What are you going to do now?â
âFirst off, Iâm telling Mat to go home. Go Mat,â said Bill. âNow.â
âBut...â said Mat, looking defiant.
âGo on,â said Bill. âDad and I are going to have a talk. If anything happens, you know what to tell people.â
âAlright,â said Mat. She realised Bill was protecting both her and himself. She ran out of the garage and headed for home.
Bill was on his own. His father had never hit Bill in his life, but maybe Troy might hurt him now that he felt threatened and cornered. Bill had to risk it. He had to finish this sad business. His father was silent, waiting to hear what Bill had to say next.
âYour only hope is to leave for interstate now. If you do that, then you canât be linked with the robbery, even if Maggot tries to dob you in. Iâll speak up for you.â
âAnd your mum? I have a right to be with my wife, you know,â said Troy.
âYou will tell Mum you have to sort yourself out. Thatâs the truth. You will go and get yourself some sort of training so you can find a real job. And youwill promise not to return âtil youâve done that,â said Bill. âAnd you will keep that promise.â
âHow are you going to make me?â asked Troy like a spiteful kid in a playground fight.
âBecause,â said Bill slowly and clearly, âI will tell Mum and the police all about you and Maggot if you come back without keeping your promise.â
âYou wouldnât do that to your old dad!â said Troy trying to get round Bill.
âI love you, Dad,â said Bill, his voice quavering just a little. âBut so far nothing has stopped you hurting yourself and us. And do you know, I think I love Mum that little bit more â enough not to want her ever, ever to be hurt again. And I love you enough to really, really mean what I say.â
Troy looked down at the ground. âSo what do you want me to do? Go now?â
âYouâre not going to hurt Mum any more than you need to. Youâre going to say a proper goodbye. Say sorry and then tell her she wonât see you âtil youâve got yourself together.â
âWell youâd better go and get her.â
âNo, Dad,â said Bill. âYou are going to do it yourself.Everything. Like a grown-up.â
Troy stood up and moved stiffly and wearily â as an old man might â out of the garage and into the night. Great sobs lurched up from Billâs chest. He stayed where he was until he heard his mum calling for him. âBill! Where are you?â She sounded anxious and confused.
In the house, the little family of three sat in the lounge room, all in a row on the sofa. Troy put himself in the middle, his arms round the shoulders of his wife and son. Bill looked down at the ground. He knew most of what was going to be said. Pam was anxiously looking at Troy. What Bill dreaded was hearing Troy giving his half lies again, but he didnât. Being within minutes of losing his family all over again gave Troy a seriousness that he usually didnât have.
âListen, love,â
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