for the most part. ‘You’ve got a tattoo, Nate?’
On this, it would seem, so was I.
I’d had no idea Nate had a tattoo.
The room grew weirdly tense at Jo’s question, and Nate’s reply was tight and abrupt. ‘Aye.’
‘What is it?’
‘Nothing.’ He shrugged and restarted the game.
‘Well, it’s got to be of something.’
‘I told you it’s nothing.’
‘When did you get it?’
‘Jo –’
‘Where is –’
‘Christ, I said it’s nothing, all right?’ Nate cut her offtersely and I stared at him in surprise. It wasn’t like him to be moody or short with people. That meant one thing. The tattoo had something to do with
her
.
However, Jo didn’t know enough about
her
to get it, so she looked a little wounded.
‘Baby, do you want to help me put some snacks together?’ Cam asked quietly, standing up from the desk.
She looked up at him and a silent conversation passed between them. ‘Sure.’ She took the hand he held out to her and he helped her up. Even after they’d left the room it was still thick with unease.
Cole cleared his throat and started playing the game again. ‘I think the reaction time on this is a little slow, by the way,’ he offered, trying to change the subject.
Nate nodded gratefully at him. ‘I think you’re right, wee man.’
They began discussing the game with Peetie. The whole time, I watched Nate, waiting for the tension along the back of his shoulders to disappear. It didn’t. My chest ached for him. I needed him to know that if he was having a hard time, I was there for him just like he was there for me. I shuffled closer to Nate as Peetie disagreed with Cole over the graphics.
‘Tattoo?’ I asked softly in his ear, not sure whether I would get my head bitten off like Jo had.
Nate turned to me, his eyes soft as he gave a shake of his head. ‘Later, babe,’ he muttered. ‘I shouldn’t have spoken to Jo like that.’
‘She’s fine,’ I reassured him. Giving his knee a gentle squeeze, I got up with the intention of going to help Jo. As I was leaving the room, Cam was coming back in and he was scowling.
‘You okay?’
He gave me a slight shake of his head. ‘She feels bad for pushing him.’
‘He feels bad for snapping, so don’t give him a hard time,’ I murmured.
Cam gazed over at his friend and then whispered, ‘You forget I know, Liv. I wasn’t going to give him a hard time. But I sometimes wonder if someone should.’
Not really sure how to answer that, I gave him a sad smile and slipped past. I found Jo in the kitchen, pouring bags of chips – or crisps, as she and Dad called them – into bowls. I spotted packets of peanuts and empty bowls, and began to help out.
‘So how’s your week going?’ I asked her quietly. ‘Has Dad worked you to the bone?’
Jo smiled at me over her shoulder. ‘We’re really busy. But that’s a good thing.’
‘And the new employees?’
‘Good. I think Cam was a bit worried about it – how the guys would treat me – but Mick has chosen carefully. They’re literally two more Uncle Micks, so I’ve got three of them to deal with now.’
I smiled. ‘I gathered that much when talking to Dad.’
‘What about you?’ Her brow puckered as she stared at me. ‘Are you okay? You seem … I don’t know …Last night at the restaurant you were really quiet. Is it Mick and Dee? Are you okay about them? We haven’t really spoken about it and they definitely seem serious now.’
Last night I had been quiet, but it was mostly because I was replaying all the very complimentary and somewhat risqué things Nate had said to me during our lessons the night before. ‘Honestly, it’s just been a tiring week. I think Dee is great. No problems there.’
‘You’re still allowed to feel strange about it – you know that, right?’
I shook my head but felt that ache press in on my chest as I replied, ‘Dad adored Mom and he held her hand through it all. She spent a lot of their marriage sick. Too
On this, it would seem, so was I.
I’d had no idea Nate had a tattoo.
The room grew weirdly tense at Jo’s question, and Nate’s reply was tight and abrupt. ‘Aye.’
‘What is it?’
‘Nothing.’ He shrugged and restarted the game.
‘Well, it’s got to be of something.’
‘I told you it’s nothing.’
‘When did you get it?’
‘Jo –’
‘Where is –’
‘Christ, I said it’s nothing, all right?’ Nate cut her offtersely and I stared at him in surprise. It wasn’t like him to be moody or short with people. That meant one thing. The tattoo had something to do with
her
.
However, Jo didn’t know enough about
her
to get it, so she looked a little wounded.
‘Baby, do you want to help me put some snacks together?’ Cam asked quietly, standing up from the desk.
She looked up at him and a silent conversation passed between them. ‘Sure.’ She took the hand he held out to her and he helped her up. Even after they’d left the room it was still thick with unease.
Cole cleared his throat and started playing the game again. ‘I think the reaction time on this is a little slow, by the way,’ he offered, trying to change the subject.
Nate nodded gratefully at him. ‘I think you’re right, wee man.’
They began discussing the game with Peetie. The whole time, I watched Nate, waiting for the tension along the back of his shoulders to disappear. It didn’t. My chest ached for him. I needed him to know that if he was having a hard time, I was there for him just like he was there for me. I shuffled closer to Nate as Peetie disagreed with Cole over the graphics.
‘Tattoo?’ I asked softly in his ear, not sure whether I would get my head bitten off like Jo had.
Nate turned to me, his eyes soft as he gave a shake of his head. ‘Later, babe,’ he muttered. ‘I shouldn’t have spoken to Jo like that.’
‘She’s fine,’ I reassured him. Giving his knee a gentle squeeze, I got up with the intention of going to help Jo. As I was leaving the room, Cam was coming back in and he was scowling.
‘You okay?’
He gave me a slight shake of his head. ‘She feels bad for pushing him.’
‘He feels bad for snapping, so don’t give him a hard time,’ I murmured.
Cam gazed over at his friend and then whispered, ‘You forget I know, Liv. I wasn’t going to give him a hard time. But I sometimes wonder if someone should.’
Not really sure how to answer that, I gave him a sad smile and slipped past. I found Jo in the kitchen, pouring bags of chips – or crisps, as she and Dad called them – into bowls. I spotted packets of peanuts and empty bowls, and began to help out.
‘So how’s your week going?’ I asked her quietly. ‘Has Dad worked you to the bone?’
Jo smiled at me over her shoulder. ‘We’re really busy. But that’s a good thing.’
‘And the new employees?’
‘Good. I think Cam was a bit worried about it – how the guys would treat me – but Mick has chosen carefully. They’re literally two more Uncle Micks, so I’ve got three of them to deal with now.’
I smiled. ‘I gathered that much when talking to Dad.’
‘What about you?’ Her brow puckered as she stared at me. ‘Are you okay? You seem … I don’t know …Last night at the restaurant you were really quiet. Is it Mick and Dee? Are you okay about them? We haven’t really spoken about it and they definitely seem serious now.’
Last night I had been quiet, but it was mostly because I was replaying all the very complimentary and somewhat risqué things Nate had said to me during our lessons the night before. ‘Honestly, it’s just been a tiring week. I think Dee is great. No problems there.’
‘You’re still allowed to feel strange about it – you know that, right?’
I shook my head but felt that ache press in on my chest as I replied, ‘Dad adored Mom and he held her hand through it all. She spent a lot of their marriage sick. Too
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