Because the Night by James Ellroy Page A

table, filling one syringe with morphine and another with sodium Pentothal. As Goff’s stirrings became more violent, he reached over and pinched his nostrils shut and counted slowly to ten. At nine Goff jerked fully awake and screamed. Havilland took his hand from his nostrils and clamped it over his mouth, pinning his head to the wall. Whispering, “Easy, Thomas, easy,” he took the morphine syringe and skin-popped Goff in his left arm and left pectoral muscle. Seeing that Goff’s relief was instantaneous, he released his hand and said, “You didn’t tell me that you were arrested last month.”
    Goff shook his head until his body shook with it all the way down to his toes. “I haven’t been in the slam since Attica, you know that, Doc.”
    It was the hoarse rasp of a terrified man speaking the perfect truth. Havilland smiled and whispered, “Your left forearm, Thomas.” When Goff obeyed, he jammed a 30 c.c. jolt of sodium Pentothal into the largest vein at the crook of his elbow. Goff gasped and began to giggle. Havilland withdrew the needle and leaned back on the couch. “Tell me about the Junior Miss file transaction,” he said.
    Goff giggled and fixed his glazed eyes on the far wall. “I scoped out the security bimbos from the bar across from the parking lot,” he slurred. “All white trash and niggers. The niggers looked too shifty, so I settled on this Okie type. I asked some of the regulars about him, casual like. They said he was a coke fiend, but controlled, and a closed-mouthed type. He sounded like prime meat, so I brought him out slowly and closed the deal yesterday. I met him a couple of hours ago. Those two suitcases are the files.”
    Havilland felt his mind buzz, like someone had stuck a live wire into his brain. Goff was so far gone that he was now immune even to massive doses of hypnotic drugs. Time was running out for his executive officer—he had two weeks to live. At best.
    Thomas Goff continued to squeal with laughter, his hands dancing over his body. Havilland examined the pink release slip. No vehicle license plate mentioned. Goff had obviously been stopped for questioning while on foot, a routine warrant check turning up his old jaywalking tickets. He waved the slip in front of Goff’s eyes. Goff ignored the flash of brightness and laughed even harder.
    Havilland got to his feet and swung a roundhouse open hand at Goff’s face. Goff screeched, “No please,” as the blow made contact, then wrapped his head in his hands and curled into a fetal ball on the couch. The Doctor squatted beside him and put a hand on his shoulder. “You need a rest, Thomas,” he said. “The migraines are sapping your strength. We’re going to take a little vacation together. I’m going to confer with some specialists about your headaches, then treat you myself. I want you to stay home and rest, then call me in forty-eight hours. All right?”
    Goff twisted to look at the Doctor. He wiped a trickle of blood from his nose and whimpered, “Yes, but what about the next grouping? We were going to plan it, remember?”
    â€œWe’ll have to postpone it. The important thing now is to deal with your migraines.”
    Thomas Goff’s eyes clouded with tears. The Doctor extracted a bottle of tetracyline-morphine mixture from his bag and prepped a syringe. “Antibiotics,” he said. “In case your migraines have gone viral.” Goff nodded as Havilland found a vein in his wrist and inserted the needle. His tears spilled over at the act of mercy, and by the time the doctor withdrew the syringe he was asleep.
    Dr. John Havilland picked up the two suitcases, surprised to find that he wasn’t thinking of the merciless information inside. As he turned off the light and shut the door behind him, he was thinking of a black vinyl Vietnam body bag he had won as a joke prize at a med school beer bust and