along my spine. âThatâs what the social worker told me, but I canât find it. I donât suppose you have a set of bolt cutters.â
âYouâre gonna need that seat. You canât go hacking into it.â
The baby cried louder. My fingers skimmed over the base, searching. âFor the love of God, release.â
Sweat dripped. Finally, I found the button and pushed. The seat loosened and I was able to lift it and Baby Morgan out of the backseat.
Baby Morgan looked at me. She cried louder.
âShoot me now,â I muttered.
âWhat?â
âNever mind.â I handed Grace the bag of bottles and formula and diapers. âThis should get us through until Thursday.â
She inspected the bag. âWhat if we need more?â
I shook my head. âGrace, the social worker said sheâd try to have a home for the baby by tomorrow.â
There were calls to make for the vineyard, and I needed to touch base with Scott, but none of that was going to happen with a crying baby. The first priority shifted from much-needed work to getting the kid settled.
âI made up a bed for her in your room,â Grace said.
âSo you knew Iâd cave.â
She shrugged. âI hoped.â
âGreat.â Balancing the baby seat, we climbed the front steps to the second floor. I dropped my purse on the couch and settled the baby on the kitchen table as Grace unloaded the supplies on the counter. âDo you know how to make a bottle?â
Grace held up a jar and, eyes squinting, studied the directions. âNo.â
I unhooked the kid and, supporting the back of her head with my fingers like Ms. Willis showed me, I lifted her out of the seat. Her diaper, tripled in size in the last hour, sagged. âI think she needs a diaper change.â
âI canât help you with that.â
âHow about you spread a blanket on my bed?â
Grace hurried to the bathroom and returned with a clean towel, which she spread out on my bed. I laid a wailing Baby Morgan on the towel. âChill, kid. Chill.â
She kicked and flailed her arms.
Grace produced a bag of disposable diapers and wipes. âHere you go.â
I opened the diaper. âAre there instructions on the bag?â
She flipped it over and pointed to a small diagram. âIt says the wide part goes in the back for girls. Front for boys.â
I opened Baby Morganâs old diaper, which was soaked. I tugged it out from under her and accepted a wipe from Grace. I swiped the kidâs bottom with a wipe and waved my hand around her to dry off her wet skin. Grace, her expression as grave as a surgeonâs, handed me the clean diaper.
I guess this stuff came naturally if you were a real mother, but I didnât have a clue. Real moms got nine months of prep time.
I wrangled her little bottom into the diaper and pulled the edges close as I peeled back the adhesive tab. I secured the first tab mid-center of the front and the second too high, creating an awkward fit.
âLooks like a drunken sailor diapered the kid,â Grace said.
I tried to peel off the adhesive so I could straighten out the tabs, but the diaperâs plastic tore. Cutting my losses, I resnapped her little one-piece outfit. âNow no one will know that Baby Morgan was diapered by a drunken sailor.â
âI suppose as long as it doesnât leak, it doesnât matter.â
The babyâs cries now scraping against the back of my skull, I cradled her in my arms. âThe nurse said she eats every three hours, and itâs been . . .â I checked my watch. âThree hours.â
âKid has your sense of time. You liked your meals when you were a kid.â
âYeah. Well, I learned early on with Mom to eat when the food was there. Never knew when the next meal was coming.â
Grace straightened. âA few of the bottles looked pre-made. Let me open one.â
âThanks.â
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