that, stupid or not, she wanted to taste the dark sin of Dmitriâs lips. Or perhaps it had been the nightmares.
All her life, sheâd felt alone, rootless. Even now, when she had friends, loyal and strong, there was a huge hole deep withinâas if sheâd lost something terrible and precious. As a child, sheâd thought she must be a twin, that her mother had kept one and given away the other. However, as an adult, she recognized the sense of loss as something other , outside of herself. That strange, piercing loneliness was never more prevalent than after a nightmareâwhether waking or sleeping.
âEnough,â she muttered. âTime to work.â
And work she did, until the city began to pulse with a quieter beat, the sky that impenetrable opaque shade between midnight and dawn. She shouldnât have given in to sleep but she was tired, her eyes gritty from the parade of sleepless nights, and oblivion hit before she knew it.
It was the sound of a womanâs endless, ragged screams that jerked her awake. Her body was curled up into a tight ball on the sofa, wracked by dry sobs, the lingering echo of the womanâs torment ripping holes in her soul. Unable to bear it, she stumbled to the bathroom and threw ice-cold water on a face ravaged by an anguish so deep, sheâd never felt its like. How could that be? Sheâd been tortured and broken . . . but this desolation, it came from another place, so very, very deep that it had no name.
Swallowing the burn in her throat before the sadness could recapture her in its aching grip, she stripped off her clothes and stepped into the shower. It was barely five a.m. but the three hours of sleep sheâd gotten tonight were better than the hour the previous night. Washing off the sweat, she pressed her head against the tile and simply let the water roll over and off her.
Sheâd always loved water. Part of the reason sheâd ended up in Manhattan was because it was surrounded by water. It had been a considered decision to apply to the Academy. Sheâd wanted to study ancient languages and knew that the Guild would cover her fees if she signed a contract to remain active on the roster for at least four years after graduation.
The four-year mark had come and gone, but sheâd never even considered leaving. Not only had the other hunters become her family, but her expertise in ancient cultures and languages was a skill in constant demand, given the fact that theirs was a world ruled by immortals. The thought circled her mind back to the Tower and to the vampire who had always been her darkest, most secret weakness.
Switching off the shower, she stepped out to dry herself off, forcing her brain to focus on the task that had left her with a splitting headache the previous night. Whatever it was that had been tattooed on the vampireâs faceâand on the back of his right shoulder, according to the photos sheâd received from the pathologistâwas so idiosyncratic as to defy logical explanation. And yet she knew there had to be one. Because regardless of how the head had come into Dmitriâs hands, the body had been an unmistakable message.
Dressing in jeans and a plain white tee, she headed out into the kitchen area, which flowed off the lounge, to prepare some tea. The view from the entire front section of the apartment was the sameâthe Tower. Brilliant with light against the dark early morning skies, it drew the eye like a lodestar.
Walking to the glass wall, tea in hand, she watched a solitary angel come in to land. He was only a silhouette from this far out, but even then, his grace was extraordinary. Not one of the ânormalâ angels, she thought. This was someone akin to the black-winged angel Dmitri had spoken with on the balcony outside his office.
The knock on her door was so unexpected that she didnât startle, just stared. When it came again, she put down the tea, pulled her gun, and
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