purchasedâthose tiny iced cakes Iâm so fond of. Thatâs why I had walked all the way to the village in the first place, to buy the cakes. Teddy is thirty-two,â she added. âI think thatâs a lovely age for a man.â
âHeâs a vile seducer!â Marie exclaimed.
âHardly, Maman ,â Janine informed her. âI asked him to take me upstairs to his rooms. He was very nervous, almost forgot to put the âClosedâ sign on the door. I had to remind him.â
âI canât believe it!â
âYou could if you met him. Heâs much nicer than any of the boys youâre always encouraging me to go out with, the ones with wealthy fathers and money to spend.â
âYou slept with him! And you kept going back. â
âNot that often,â Janine replied. âItâs a long walk to the village.â
âAnd now the whole village knows one of my daughtersââ
âI only went at night, Maman , after the shop was closed, and I used the back door, the one that opens onto the alley. I always wore my long cloak, too, with the hood pulled up. Iâm not a complete ninny.â
âHow could this have happened?â Marie wailed. âAll my work, all my plans, and then youââ She shook her head, eyes pained. âI just canât believe it.â
âTeddyâs not an aristocrat, you see,â Solonge explained to me. âHeâs not Oxford educated, doesnât have a title, doesnât have a private income or a father who owns a great deal of property. Hence, heâs not good enough for a great-great-granddaughter of the Marquis de Valois.â
âIâve had enough of your sarcasm, Solonge!â
âItâs true, isnât it, Maman dear? If Teddy were some body, if Teddy had money, youâd have shoved her into his bed.â
âI want my daughters to take their proper station in life.â
âWhen are you going to give up that fantasy?â Solonge asked. Her hazel eyes flashed, and her voice was sharp. âJanine and I are never going to marry into society, Maman . Weâre not aristocracy. I doubt seriously weâre even legitimate. If there was a de Valois in your life I feel sure he kept you stashed away in an apartment on the back streets of Paris. You should thank your lucky stars you found a perfectly respectable English schoolmaster to take us in and give us his name.â
âYouâyou have no idea what youâre saying. Youâyouâhow could you speak to me this way? Iâve struggled and struggled, Iâve worked my fingers to the bone, trying to bring you both up properly, trying to instill in you an awareness of who you are , andââ
âWe know who we are, Maman. â
Marie said nothing for a long while. Her face had gone white, making the paint and the dyed hair seem all the more garish. Her thin lips quivered at the corners, and her eyes were filled with bitterness and something very like defeat. I knew that Solonge had struck a raw nerve, knew what she had said cut very deep and was undoubtedly true. I felt a curious sympathy for this harsh, unhappy woman who had clung to a fantasy for years because the reality was too painful to bear. Her long fingers clutched and unclutched her black apron, wrinkling the cloth, and then, after several long moments, she stood up, her back stiff. The defeat was gone now, a hard, determined expression on her face.
âI wonât have it,â she said. âI wonât have a daughter of mine marrying a clerk. I wonât have either of you wasting away like I have. Youâre going to have things. Youâre going to have everything I never had.â
Janine and Solonge exchanged glances. Janineâs limpid blue eyes were full of indecision. She sat up and brushed a silvery-blonde wave from her temple. I could see that the idea of marrying Teddy suited her nicely. I also knew she
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