from?â
He put down his fork and leaned back. âItâs not like that. The thing you got to understand, Goose, is we did all this before. The guys tried their best, you know?â
She cradled her mug in her hands, swirling the dregs of her coffee into a miniature whirlpool. Its steam clung to the chilly window, fogging her view.
âWhat about Fitzgerald?â she said.
âShawn? What about him?â
Sheâd said nothing about calling the manâs home. Something about it lay slightly outside the range of conversation. There was a tincture of the unspeakable. Goose felt it by some secret instinct, like a taboo.
âWhatâd he think about her?â She heard her voice waver fractionally.
âShawnâs not too much of a thinker.â
âHe was the duty cop one night while she was in jail.â She stared out at the row of houses opposite, the ones overlooking the inlet. âHe wrote some kind of report that wasnât in the file.â
Jonas sighed and shifted in his seat. âOh, man.â
âRight?â
âYouâre gonna sleep better if you stop thinking about paperwork.â
âDid he ever say anything to you, Jonas? About Jennifer? He was the officer called to the scene that night. He must have been involved a lot.â
âA lot of people said a lot of stuff.â
The tone of his voice said it was nothing, forget it, donât worry . She turned to him sharply and saw discomfort in his eyes.
âWhat do you mean? Whatâd he say?â
âAh. Shawn. You know.â
Her mother would have waited no more than a few seconds before getting up and standing over his shoulder, snapping. Recognizing where the impulse came from, Goose resisted it and waited. Jonas had his own rhythms. Part of his heritage, she thought to herself, plucking the buzzword from that internal glossary of Canadianness sheâd worked so hard to acquire.
âShawnâs good people.â
Goose had learned how to interpret this phrase. Jonas used it so often that at first sheâd thought it represented his universal view of humanity. Then sheâd noticed it was often followed by a but . It was his way of compensating for something he didnât really want to talk about, so as to keep things in his preferred state of equilibrium. If they were talking about a wife beater with a homegrown supply of weed and a habit of posting racist conspiracy rants on YouTube, heâd get to the qualifier more or less straightaway: âHeâs good people, but . . .â For less heinous individuals it might take him a bit longer.
âHard worker. Tries his best, you know? Nothing too much trouble.â
Goose had to wait while the waitress came in and refilled their coffees.
âBut, you know. Thought he was gonna sort it out.â
She waited a while longer to be certain that was as much as he had to say.
âSort out what? The case?â
âAh, I dunno.â
âYou mean he thought he knew what had happened?â
âWho knows. Ancient history.â
âI was talking with Jennifer the day before yesterday. Or trying.â They both kept their voices low, though they could hear the owner yakking on the phone in the kitchen, and Courtnee had left the room again. âTwo days ago. Itâs not ancient history. She walked right out of that cell all by herself, Jonas. I swear she did. You want to know why I canât sleep?â
âSee.â Her colleague looked pained. âThis is the thing. It gets to you unless you take it easy. Got to Shawn.â
âGot to him how?â
âI guess . . . He used to say how hard could it be to get a kid to talk.â Jonas looked at his plate. She felt like she was bullying a puppy.
âHe said that?â
âUh-huh.â
âYou think he tried something?â
âOh, man. Come on. Shawnâs a good cop.â
âSo what was he talking
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