guess.â
âIâm not sure I want to do that,â she said honestly, meeting my eyes straight on.
Then it hit me. She didnât want to dress like someone who was the poster girl for the Hot Box Club. Someone who had the slutty rep I suddenly had.
I looked her right in the eyes. âLook, I didnât sleep with Joey. Whatever youâve heard, itâs just a bunch of gossip and lies he spread about me.â
She hesitated for a minute, but I guess she decided I was telling the truth because I had a no-bullshit expression pasted on my face. After a second, she smiled.
âOkay,â she said. âI should have known that.â
Yeah, you should have .
âWell anyway, Iâm just saying you could look amazing if you worked at it a little bit.â
âDo you think so?â she said.
âDefinitely.â
âOkay, take me shopping!â she said with a defiant, determined look on her face. âIâm gonna dress as hot as I wanna be.â
âThatâs my motto,â I said. âI never let anyone dictate how I dress or act or who I go out with, you know?â
âYeah,â Emily said, smiling at me approvingly. âI can tell.â
There was something about that moment that made me feel stronger than I had all day. Like, if Emily could believe in me and didnât think I was a slut, thatâs all I needed.
âYou want to hit the mall on Saturday?â I asked her.
âFor sure,â Emily said. âOnly you have to promise one thing.â
âWhat?â
âDonât make me buy anything that shows off my belly button. Itâs an outie.â She blurted it out like a confession, and for some reason we both burst out laughing.
âIâve got your back,â I said. Then I added, âAnd your belly button.â
Stupid, but stupid can be fun, you know?
For the next few minutes we just talked about clothes and boys and the prom.
âIâm going to make my own prom dress,â I told her. âAnd itâs going to be hot, and I donât care what anyone says or thinks!â
âYeah!â Emily said, beaming like somehow her Iâve-gotta-be-free switch had been turned on.
âThe only thing is, I still donât have a date,â I whispered, glancing back toward the stage where Tyler was rehearsing. âBut Iâm hoping.â
We both watched Natalie cuddling up to Tyler in their scene. She had it all going on, I had to admit. She was turning on that brilliant smile of hersâthe one that clearly made guys feel like they were superstud material.
He reached out and stroked her hair. I grabbed for a script and started flipping pages. Was that in there? In the stage directions?
Nope.
Alrighty, then.
So plan A was to hope that Tyler and I would âdo something this weekendâ like he said, and go to American Superstar like he said, and wind up going to the prom together.
And plan B? If that didnât work out? I could always go with David, I decided. He was my fallback plan. My safety.
I knew I could count on him if I had to. I just hoped I didnât have to.
Chapter 12
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âSo who knew you could get STDs from having unprotected sex?â Tyler joked, leaning close to me during an assembly the next day.
âYeah, I mean, wow. What a bulletin. Why didnât someone tell us sooner?â
We were sitting in what was possibly the dumbest school assembly Iâd ever attended. Supposedly, the topic was âHow Alcohol Ruined My Life,â or something unbearably lecturey like that. Theyâd brought in this deliberately punk looking twenty-year-old who had several piercings and bright orange streaks in her black hair. I mean, give me a break. She was a high school principalâs idea of the hip role model teens could relate to, and meanwhile we all thought she was totally outdated and cliché. Anyway, her name was Summer, and she was there to
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