an idiot.
Heâd completely overreacted to Feliciaâs question regarding whether or not heâd want to resume his title and all the responsibilities that went with that, because, quite frankly, heâd always been irresponsible when it came to his inheritance, blatantly turning his back on his many estates and the work those estates demanded.
For two, heâd allowed himself to use Felicia as a handy target for his disgruntlement, which was completely ridiculous now that heâd had time to ponder the matter. Felicia didnât have a mean bone in her body and certainly hadnât been trying to point out his deficiencies by asking a simple question regarding his desire to return to England and take up his title again.
His deficiencies were, and had always been, a sore spot with him, and it had been all too convenient to turn his resentment toward Felicia instead of simply owning up to the truth thatheâd led a despicable life. It was past time he stopped blaming others for circumstances heâd brought about all on his own.
He needed to make amends with Felicia, but he had yet to figure out what he should say. He was not, after all, a gentleman who apologized on a regular, if ever, basisâhence his conclusion regarding his cowardly nature.
If only he would have made himself known to her as sheâd pulled away from her house, he wouldnât be skulking behind her in the midst of the slums. Heâd been so close, but his courage had mysteriously disappeared, and heâd been trailing after her ever since.
During the hours heâd been following her, sheâd first stopped at a disreputable-looking boardinghouse, leaving poor Thor unattended and snoozing on his feet while she sauntered up to the door. Sheâd pounded on it in a most enthusiastic manner, and when the door had opened, revealing a rather careworn-looking lady, sheâd thrust what appeared to be a freshly baked pie into the ladyâs hand and disappeared into the house.
It had taken everything Grayson had to not follow her into that dismal excuse for a home, but heâd bided his time, and sheâd eventually reappeared, looking cheerful and happy as she kissed four dirty and ragged children goodbye and called back to the woman in the doorway that sheâd return in a few days so they could finish their conversation.
Grayson was fairly certain Felicia intended to return in order to make sure the children and woman were fed, but when that notion began to make him feel all fuzzy inside, heâd quickly abandoned the thought and settled for concentrating on keeping her in his sights as she traveled to her next destinationâan even more deplorable house in one of the worst tenement slums Grayson had ever seen, but a slum that didnât appear to phase Felicia in the least.
Sheâd traveled into numerous ramshackle neighborhoods afterthat, depositing pies and bags of what appeared to be food to one downtrodden family after another. Dirty children seemed to delight her, and the more Grayson watched, the more he came to realize exactly how special Felicia was.
There was a glow about her as she interacted with the people in the slums, a glow heâd come to realize was a direct result of the pleasure she took in her work. She truly was a child of God, called by Him to help the needy, which was why, after he finally apologized for his dismal behavior, he needed to leave her alone.
She needed a gentleman of faith by her side to help her along in life, and he was fairly certain, considering the sins of his past, that God had given up on him.
Felicia took that moment to suddenly steer Thor to the opposite side of the street, cutting off a large delivery cart in the process. A sigh of relief escaped his lips when a disaster didnât occur, but the relief was quickly replaced with trepidation when she brought Thor to a stop in the middle of the sidewalk right in front of what appeared to be a
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