investigation.â He looked back at Treadles. âInspector, may I ask that you personally inquire into the matter?â
Treadles glanced at his wife, who gave a small nod. âCertainly, my lord. I will send a cable to some friends serving with the Devon Constabulary first thing tomorrow morning.â
Lord Ingram exhaled. âThank you, Inspector. I am most obliged.â
My Dear Lord Ingram,
As soon as I arrived in Scotland Yard this morning, I learned that the Devon Constabulary has requested assistance from the C.I.D. with regard to Mr. Sackvilleâs case. I have volunteered my services.
I can only hope I shall not disappoint Sherlock Holmes.
Your servant,
Robert Treadles
Seven
âN o letters for you, miss,â said the post office clerk to Charlotte.
Charlotte thanked him, yielded her place, and walked across the cavernous, impersonal interior of the post office. She was fine until she reached the third pillar from the door, and then her lungs collapsed.
She couldnât breathe. She couldnât move. Her nails dug into the palms of her hands as she broke out in a cold sweat. Imminent heart failureâshe recognized all the symptoms. Dear God, what would happen to Livia? And what would the man she couldnât stop caring about think, when he learned that sheâd met her end at the General Post Office on St. Martinâs Le Grand, of all places?
Two minutes later, still very much on her feet and not lying in a heap on the floor, she began to realize that what ailed her wasnât the spear point of mortality, but the onset of panic.
She had never felt panic in her life. Livia sometimes did, when she imagined, in excruciating detail, ending up an indigent old maid unwanted by any and all relations, spending her days in a grimy boardinghouse, subsisting on only bread and boiled cabbage.
When Livia fell into one of her states of uncontrollable anxietyâor climbed into one, as Charlotte sometimes thoughtâCharlottewould bring her a heaping plate of buttered toast and hot tea laced with brandy. She would rub Liviaâs back. And then she would read aloud passages from
Jane Eyre
, Liviaâs favorite book, a work Charlotte couldnât otherwise get through, finding it too dense with high emotion and melodrama.
But even though she did all these sisterly things, she never did feel any of Liviaâs fear and anguish. It had seemed utterly incomprehensible that a future decades distant, built of nothing but worst-case scenarios, should hold such sway over the here and now.
Until this moment.
Until the weight of all her choices descended upon her with the force and tonnage of a landslide.
What if the investigation into Mr. Sackvilleâs death unearthed nothing? What if the truth remained obscured and Livia was forever branded an unprosecuted murderer because of a drunken spat?
Fear swelled, crushing her organs to make room for more of itself. It squeezed the air out of her lungs. It coiled, pythonlike, around her stomach. It forced its way up her windpipe, pushing, expanding, blocking every last sliver of open passage.
She had always been certain that sheâd be able to take care of Livia in addition to herself. She never thought she would wreck both their lives simultaneously.
She had not made up out of whole cloth the more numerous opportunities open to women these days. Nor had she conjured from thin air those societies that existed to connect women in need of employment with employers in need of positions filled.
But a good portion of those organizations, for all their good and noble intentions, were thinly funded. Two of those she visited had already closed permanently, with another still nominally in operation, but taking applications only by post. The ones that appeared to be in more robust shape all required letters of character writtenby ladies of good standingâthose Charlotte would never have, but those didnât concern her so much: She was
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