âHis heart just . . . gave out.â âOh, Sarah.â He ran a hand through his thick hair. âI really loved your pa. He was like a father to me.â âHe loved you too,â she said softly. âHe spoke of you just before he died.â âHe did?â She nodded. âHe was gone just a few minutes after weâd talked. He told meââ She broke off and bit her lip. âHe told you what?â âItâs not important now. But I didnât want Amelia to be alone.â Randâs mouth tightened. âIs that why youâre here? Now that your father is gone and you donât have anything else to do, you came out here? It had nothing to do with me?â Sarah looked down. âDo you love Jessica?â Her face felt so stiff she could barely move her lips. She had to know the answer, but her heart pounded. âNot like I loved you. But sheâs been good to me. Sheâs very sweet and kind. I canât just throw her off like a busted saddle. I gave her my word.â Sarah stared at him. âWe said good-bye before you left. Nothing has really changed.â Tears burning her eyes, she stood and opened the door.
FOUR
W hat do you mean sheâs gone?â Ben kicked at Wadeâs hound that had come nosing from under the porch of the Montgomery house. âWhere is she?â The wind lifted Wadeâs hair. âOff to find Campbell, I would guess. I checked at the train station, and she and Joel left with Jacob and Amelia.â He opened the door. âLetâs get out of the wind.â Ben followed him into the parlor where a crackling fire radiated warmth into the room. He held his hands at the blaze before turning to face Wade. âYou let this happen. You said sheâd do what you told her.â Wade dropped onto the horsehair sofa. âThis is not my fault. You were the one who lied to her. She puts a lot of stock in honesty.â A thin cry echoed from upstairs. âThat your kid?â Wade nodded. âA boy. Sarah never even stayed to make sure Rachel delivered. Iâm washing my hands of her. She can have whatever wretched life she wants with Campbell.â Ben could imagine the tender scene, and hatred soured his belly. âHe wonât keep her. A woman like Sarah needs a firm hand.â âSheâs always been besotted with him. I should have known it was a losing battle.â âI never lose.â Ben shoved his hands in his pockets. âIâm going after her.â A plan began to form. He had connections in Washington, and while heâd never thought to go West, there were many opportunities for a clever man to become rich off the Indian Wars.
Rand was already awake when reveille sounded at five. Jacob and Joel were sleepily pulling on their overalls and boots when he strode into the bunk room to check on them. âHurry up or youâll miss the cold slop we call breakfast.â âHowâs the Indian situation?â Jacob poured icy water out of a battered tin pitcher into a chipped bowl and splashed his eyes, bleary from lack of sleep. A group of soldiers had been up playing cards all night, and their loud talk and laughter had made sleep difficult, especially with Sarahâs words still running through Randâs head. Most of them had already cleared out of the long room lined with bunks, but the odor of hair tonic and dirty socks still lingered. Rand handed his brother the cleanest towel he could find. âBad. And likely to get worse. The Bureau of Indian Affairs has really botched things. Every agent theyâve sent sets out to line his pockets with what belongs to the Indians. Once one gets rich enough, he goes back east and another comes to start the same process all over again.â Rand shook his head. âAnd itâs really explosive up in the Powder River area. Quite a few miners have been killed trying to get to the gold